damn...badvil...argh.... (2005-02-12)

Once again, today proved that no matter how well planned you are, ther are other things out of your control that can affect how the course of things ultimately turns out...

I was awoken by a phonecall this morning at 8:30am...wanted to (@#&^&^% at the person who called, but realized it was time for me to get up anyway...I think my mom was both surprised and proud that I was able to (and decided to) get up! =P However, my day's plans were stopped short as I discovered that my auntie was visiting...so I stayed home, slept, slept some more...and now I'm here. It's 4pm and I'm feeling so weak and tired and hungry and in some slight pain...(trying not to take meds) I'm debating right now if I should go to that family dinner tonight. Here are my thoughts:

Pros- get to see everyone (little cousins and all! yayy) and eat a lot of yummy food...

Cons - no appetite and don't want to go put on a show to "ying chow" my relatives -_-"

hahaha...funny how the 2 totally contradict each other...as in I want to eat but I don't want to eat, and I want to see them but I don't want to see them...*sigh* What should I do??? I guess I'll wait till my mom comes home...

I've been sleeping all day (literally) and I still feel so tired...I think I'll go back to sleep soon~ OMG, I had the WEIRDEST dream!!!!! [crazy] I dreamt that I had to work with Cat for some church event and someone we got to talking about her and her bf. Then she told me that they broke up and got back together again, but she really couldn't stand him and so she wanted to break up with him again...??? It was weird because in my dream, she was telling about how horrible he was to her, and the more she talked the more disgusted I felt and in the end, we got really close and became good friends b/c I felt so sorry for her that he was such a jerk. Hmm...you think the dream means anything? Maybe one day, Cat and I can really be good friends? (haha, FUNNY!!) It was cool though, because in my dream, we were sitting on a bed and chatting, and she kept laughing and showing me pictures and it was like your typical "girl talk"...maybe one day...=)

I was catching up on some Leo news at the leoku.cc forum. Haven't been there in ages, and it was nice to see that the forum was so active. I finally found the "news" about Leo that KK was talking about...hahaha..he has a nice house =) and I'm so proud of him that he will be having his concert soon~ He was the guest at Sam Hui's concert a couple of nights ago, and I think that really means something. I mean, the fact that Sam Hui actually invited him to appear in his concert again and all~ SO PROUD!! =D

It's Reading Week this coming week, and I have BIG plans to catch up on work and readings...but we'll see how well I stick to them =P Hoping to catch up with some friends...go DT to lunch with my lo por...find Mommie if he's back in town...surprise visit kai lui @ work...etc etc!!

Happy Birthday to: Sor Por, SukSuk, Hayee, Bonz, Agnes, Miss Chan, DanDan...and my *honey* =)

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