long time no...blab? (2004-10-07)

This one's for you...CarterGirL =)

It's been a long time since I've been in here to do any official/decent blabbing. Can't really say that a lot has been "going on" in my life these days, but I have to admit, there is some major drama around me...but lets not go there =P My new goal in life is to less 8 about other people's stuff. HAHAHA you might think? Well, I'm trying...I find that caring/being too involved in other people's business only leads to misery. Either you start worrying about them...or you voice your opinion about something...and the whole friggin world finds out and what you say comes back to bite you in the ass! >_<

Won't go on doing a recap of everything that has happened in my life...these past couple of days, I came to realization that summer is over. What does this mean? Well, at first, I thought it sucked that summer was over b/c it didn't seem like I actually DID anything or got a chance to enjoy myself...but now that I think about it again, I think it was that I had TOO MUCH fun and did TOO MUCH that I'm sad its over...know what I mean? Now that school has started, and everyone is GONE *sniffsniff* its back to me, myself and wuss. I suppose its times like these that makes those happy moments extra special!! ^_^ (trying to be VERY positive??) Well, what else can I do? Sit here every night and sulk?? I remember Steph had a very nice quote in her ICQ info before (or maybe its still there? dunno) "Don't cry cause its over...Smile cause it happened" *SMILE* I think thats my new attitude, especially after all that happened over the summer. Many happy and memorable *moments* hehe...I'm thinking of writing it all down in my diary (err..the REAL one) so I can always look back and remember summer 2004 =)

Now that all the fun is over, its time to settle down and get back to work (argh) I really need to dedicate more time to my school work (SB Program?? wait, then what am I doing here @ 11:30pm?? shhh..don't tell Mona!) I should start going to library to study with Alex...I'm wayyyy too lazy. To think that in 2 years, I would be done university...is a very scary thought. I really want to make the best of whatever is left of my educational career before I become some boring adult. HAHAHAHA =P At the same time, I am also looking foward to all that awaits me after university...perhaps some travelling, a real job, meeting interesting people, moving out (and being REALLY self-sufficient? lol) and starting to make all those childhood dreams come true. One thing I realized today (during SOC 257 as we were discussing the life course of females in the 20th century) that if I can actually do what I want to do...I'll have no time for a family. So really, there is no concern that I won't find a bf/husband (*ahem*-Pickle) =P

Another lesson learned from the past summer is: always tell someone you LOVE them before its too late. Ok, I think I made that sound too serious...nobody died! Just that, I think people often forget how important it is to tell those you love that you love them. Everyone likes to know that they are loved. Your friends, family, pets, neighbours, penpals, elementary school friends... Ever heard of the song "Big Yellow Taxi"?

~Don't know what you've got till its gone...paved paradise, put up a parking lot~

If you love someone, tell them.
If you miss someone, tell them.
If you're mad at someone, tell them.
(and if you love the person that you are mad at...forgive them)

~~I LOVE YOU~~

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