closure (2004-07-14)

okok, geez...I'm getting in trouble for not updating. BUT I DO UPDATE!! =P

Well, I'm feeling very "at peace" right now. Feeling good that things are finally coming to an end, and I'm really looking forward to what the future holds. Now that there is nothing to look forward to (in a good way) and nothing to hang on to (in a bad way) I feel that I am "living in the present" more than ever. I'm not looking forward to something that won't happen, nor am I clinging onto the past that, well, is gone. And hmm, I feel good. No more worrying about making money for tuition (damn UT!) AND Hong Kong, and no more thinking "I don't want to give up, I don't want to not care" about something that was once so dear to me. Right now, its just "wuss, live as you like, for yourself" =) Feels GOOD.

Its not that Leo and Peace are no longer important to me, its that...there is nothing I can do about it. Reminds me of Leo's song (#9 in LLQS) and today...I just feel very peaceful. Jerome is right, we're like a family where the kids have grown up and moved out and are getting married (HMM..is he hinting something?? LoL) Well, I guess its time for the little ones to move out too =)

*smiles* Have a great day~

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