hmm... (2004-07-13)

OK, so I lied. My last entry wasn't THAT long. LoL =P

Well, here I am again, typing away while at work..it seems kinda grey outside, and its freezing in the office @_@!! But, I'm trying to stay cheery! (trying VERY hard) ^_^

I just missed a call from some "unknown" person on my cell, and I'm wondering if its Coates. I hope he calls back!! I'd really kick myself if it was him. *sigh* Where are you? Why aren't you calling me?? Thanks to BB for sending me the "clip" of him. I wish I could have been in HK eating Thai food with you guys too...

I think my whole world just collapsed last night. HAHAHA...sounds serious but I don't seem to be THAT bothered, eh? Ya, well...I guess when something is out of my control, there really is no point to be BLAH about it. I do believe that the Big Guy has the perfect plans for me. And if that means I won't get to go back, then well, Merry Christmas Toronto it is!! =)

I think all of this goes back to the whole "being strong" thing. I think I was tampered for too long (past 2 years?) that I've almost forgot that I had nothing to begin with. And hey, thats OK! I survived 18 years like that, I'm sure I'll be OK.

But eventhough I'm trying to stay very positive about this whole ordeal, I still can't help but CURSE U OF T for being so GAY!! What's up with exams till the 20th and school starting on the 3rd?? Thats just SO WRONG!! -_-" I want to transfer! haha...to HKU? lol.

Hmm...one good thing out of all this, no more saving up for HK means I can actually SPEND some money this summer. HAHA, thats a nice thought =)

You know whats funny though? People have just been coming up to me and telling me that they've planned something for my birthday. Who said I wanted to celebrate turning 21?? @_@!!

And speaking of birthdays, best wishes goes out to my CarterGirL!! Hope you had a wonderful birthday (I know, not the same without ME being around, eh?)

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